Friday, August 31, 2007

Like the Phoenix.....

So, I've accepted a job, part time, at a local middle school. It happens that the school is where H.El(l) kids go when they escape move up, so I will know a bunch of the kids right off the bat.

The big thing is the shift in atmosphere and the improvement in my attitude. Thinking back to this time last year, I hardly recognize myself. I remember clearly the sense of dread, the complete lack of motivation and the desperate panic of not wanting to go back, and certainly not wanting to face Evil Chipmunk. The husband of course didn't understand, and wasn't especially sympathetic. It's all well and good to say "Just shut your door and do your job", but teaching just doesn't work that way.

So, this will be a growth year, for certain, and other opportunities continue to emerge.

And, most importantly, I'm gaining perspective, and learning to depend on my own sense of self, strength and right.